hi~ im here to say something to everyone out there. it might not make a difference in ur life if u read this, but i just want to let u guys know.
We all have a time in our lives where we forget our reasons for living. We go through hardships and problems that leads us to think, "what's my reason for living? No one will even remember me. Im just one person. Will me being here even make a difference?" Thinking so, it leads to depression and sadness.
But its not true that we have no reason in living in this world. We are blinded by the negative stuff around us and fail to see the positive of what our lives mean.
You think your presence in this world doesn't make a difference? IT DOES. From the moment you were born, you made someone out there happy, it might not be your family, but somebody out there that is happy you are alive.
You think people dont care about you and see you as a problem? SO WHAT? It's your own life and u can make someone care about you if you really wanted to. Dont think no one cares and leave youself in the dark- all alone and empty inside. It's you who has to interact with other people in order to make someone care and love about you. No one will if u keep sulking about people not caring about you.
And often times, we stop in our lives and think, "Why am I born in this world?"
You are born, because you had a purpose to be born. Everyone is special in their own way. Don't let people who are better than you, stop you from becoming a better person.
and lastly, thoughts about suicide will never EVER be a solution. So never think u should or even consider to, because u ARE special and there are people out there who care about u. just take the first step and never be scared. dont ever forget that.